Right now at 9:58pm, I'm half watching Glee. Surfing the web and eating ice cream out of the carton in my pajama pants.
My brain is closed. This house is closed.
It doesn't matter that there are toys everywhere. The dinner dishes are still out. The light is on in the basement and I have a lot of preparations for this weekend. (Alex is baptizing Cordelia on Sunday and all the parents are coming in.)
Once the last child goes to bed, I'm done. My hand go up in the air and I collapse. Just like that.
As a mom, I don't bring my work home with me. My work is home with me, all the time. But, I feel guilty. I can't shake the feeling that I should be picking up and cleaning and organizing and etc. I know in my mind that I need a break--I haven't had one all day with little Cordelia being sick and Alex working a long, long day. But the guilt persists.
How do you let yourself relax? And why is it so hard for me to do that?
Thankfully, Cordelia's been fever-free for a few hours so I'm hoping we've turned the corner. PTL!
And for our image today, I present to you Alex, Martin, Lammy, and Cammy. If we've learned anything this year it is that puppets are the BEST teaching tools. And, anything can be a puppet--a spoon, an animal, a ball, a flower... really, anything can talk. And kiddos love it. Lammy and Cammy are Alex's chapel friends at the Preschool. They are adorable. And they hail from Estes Park, Colorado.
And here's Eloise being the cutest kid on the block.
And with that. Good night.